Aint It Funky

2007-07-31T00:57:00.000+08:00

The outing ended with dope tau hui over at selegie. Had lan training all day over at Egames in preparation for thus/fri World Cyber Games. its gonna be the third year im joining. all out to win! (=

Yesterday was one of the most fruitful days for me. Mike Connell came and we had a deliverence service. got to pray for others too, was really great to see everyone get inner healing and to be set free.

After service went over to attend chewies cousin's housewarming. got 2 meet some of her relatives too haha.

Actually to top the day off, chewie and i had a long heart to heart talk. Was really a great time where we opened our hearts to each other. To share things thats one would usually not share, but in turn, became very precious to the other. Learnt that although communication is important, it is not always easy, but is worth the effort. Thank you chewie <3

This week is gonna be a really uber hectic week. With presentations, dance trainings, wcg, new batch of Project O dance auditions, festival of praise. muahaha but sometimes i really enjoy the stress.

sidetrack: Wads up with crazy girlfriends who constantly put down their boyfriends. Just to add tension and more dispute in the relationship? Is it so hard to let ur boyfriends do what they enjoy =/ haha so thank God mines the total opposite.

2007-07-17T14:52:00.000+08:00

Her curiosity gets the better of her and she asks -

"So. What's the new girl like?"

"Normal. And extremely giving. You know how some girls are so complicated? They have this criteria and that standard -"

She raises her brow at me. I look pointedly at her and continue,

" - and they need their guy to pass a mark before they consider them. She doesn't. She doesn't have a mould she tries to put me into. She accepts me as I am, flaws and all. And she's so giving. And normal. I really appreciate and love her for that."

"Not at all bitchy?" She can't help but ask.

I look at her, and with a wry smile, I say "No. I'm sorry to disappoint you, but nope."

2007-07-17T00:25:00.000+08:00

rofl! its been donkey years since ive updated my blog. wonder if anyone still visits! hahaa

much has happened. met a whole new bunch of friends. gaming friends lol! but their really funny and they stay near me, so we can supper often. Got 2nd for a competition recently yay :D oh yah! one thing that really makes me happy is that chewie is so supportive of me gaming. she really doesnt mind me gaming at all as long as i dont get addicted. Although this may sound like something small, but ive got friends who have to constantly fake an offline status to avoid their girlfriends just to train at night. =( tough man.

anyway. Finally watched harry potter today. have been waiting ages for the show to be out. watched it with chewie! :D she was really sweet cuz she canceled her dental appointment just to watch it with me. moreover i was sorta moody, and she told me tons of funny stuff that happened to her back in her sec sch days. really cheered me up! :D

ahhhhh! have been swamped with tons of projects! think ima take a break tonight just to relax. shiokaNathanKumarGopalSunjitRajuChandran!

2007-06-26T02:16:00.000+08:00

yesterday i read puis blog on projectO. i felt really really sad that our trainings are gonna end here. even downloaded, if we hold on together and listened. teared.
decided 2 learn how 2 play it on the guitar too. haha.

how much im gonna miss projectO. crazy much. INSANE. cant really express it.
BUT! projectO is not gonna end here. we did not train together for nothing. theres more installed! together we can make things happen! (= love all you guys!

wow

2007-06-19T00:21:00.000+08:00

(= Had a wonderful day today with Chewie over at the science center haha. Including a show at the omnimax theatre. It's seriously uber dope. Like watching a 3D show all around you, really awesome.

Anyway! To top things off, here's a totally amazing girl, when i say totally amazing i really mean it. Angelic voice i tell u, touched my heart. Shall speak no more, let her do the talking. (=

Represent

2007-06-05T01:00:00.000+08:00

Just when i was gonna go online and print out some worship songs to play for quiet time 2nite, i was also thinking about God, emerge, and represent. And suddenly had this revelation, concerning represent crew.

Previously before represent crew started praying as one. Before we starting communicating and speaking out our thoughts and worries, we were a bunch of individuals who didn't have much joy training, dancing together. Our mission statement was " Represent God, Dance, and Ourselves".

But now. After emerge, the performances, the bonding. My revelation is that we now not only represent God and dance, we represent each other. "Represent God, Dance, and Each Other." Because both On and Off stage, we have to dance together as a team. Even our actions and the things we say or do will affect Represent as a whole.

We are ONE crew. ONE body. I believe that we are called represent not by coincidence or chance, but to represent God through dance, to represent each other through dance.

Represent. I love you guys!

breathe

2007-05-26T23:52:00.000+08:00

haha. been so long since i've blogged. been so bz. and lazy. actually more lazy den busy rofl.

anyway so much has happened. and hence this is gonna be a random post. so what ever comes to mind ill write it down.

actually Ryan just smsed me to ask me who allowed a particular group of people to use the studio. i told him that i was really sorry and i thought it was okay. he said what made me think that it was okay. i apologised again. the next msg that he sent was to all projectO members telling us that we are not allowed to use osch studios for our own practices anymore. im so sorry. Lord give me better judgment and wisdom.

this two weeks hasn't been exactly great. tons of stuff happened. like represent crew wanting to back out from the competition. after talking some sense into me from kenny and ryan, i decided to keep the crew in the competition. but even as we decided to continue, much conflicts and problems surfaced. Lord! teach me to be a better leader.

last week i had the shock of my life when i found my mum collapsed on the floor. but thank God it was only a very bad food poisoning. Even my dad had to go for eye operation as his retina had torn. But again i thank God that it was successful and my dads alright now.

Other than those. there were good stuff that happened. Bevan asked me to help him give Deyi Sec some basic hiphop lessons. along with it came very very good pay :D
Oh yes! and wenzhi bought me 2 shirts and a pair of jeans from japan! i've yet to see em but i trust his great taste in fashion!
Finally to top off this week, wednesday marked the 1st month of chewie and i being together. surprisingly the month didn't seem very fast, it actually seemed quite long. Its a good thing cuz i gota spend almost everyday with her. really appreciate you chewie! <3 thanks for everything, you make me really happy.

Artist: Vineyard
Song: Breathe

This is the air I breathe
This is the air I breathe
Your holy presence living in me.

This is my daily bread
This is my daily bread
Your very word spoken to me.

And I, I'm desperate for You
And I, I'm lost without You.

This is the air I breathe
This is the air I breathe
Your holy presence living in me.

This is my daily bread
This is my daily bread
Your very word spoken to me.

And I, I'm desperate for You
And I, I'm lost without You.

And I, I'm desperate for You
And I, I'm lost without You.

This is the air I breathe.

anguish

2007-05-04T01:27:00.000+08:00

A place without anguish.
A place i can drink, a place i can drink, a place i can drink, drink of Your presence.

love2

2007-04-28T01:36:00.000+08:00

there are times when one does nothing, but lazes around all day.
there are times when one sulks continually, feeling depressed.
there are also times when one reflects upon the past, to relive the things that have happened.
But. there are also times when one smiles all day thinking about that special one.

those days are here :D . the days where one can't explain or express himself to the fullest. These are the days where one doesn't care about the other passengers on the bus who might be thinking, " why is this crazy guy smiling all to himself?!?". Where days, hours, and minutes cannot determine the magnitude or the sufficiency of spending quality time with that special one.
How unexplainable as it may sound- its simply because of Love.

You make me teh happy. really TEH happy :D

remains

2007-04-21T00:30:00.001+08:00

Greater than the Oceans,
Wider than the Seas,
Your love has captured me.

I don't have to worry,
Cause You are here with me,
Father, Your word is light unto my feet.

You hold my life,
And I trust in you,
All that you are is in me.
When all of the world passes away,
Lord you are all that remain.

love.

2007-04-19T00:25:00.000+08:00

Love.
Loving someone should be about the way they are. Their awesome character, good looks, keen attitude. Even more so, its about the way they treat others, how they affect their surroundings in a totally positive way. In short, it's the way and the things that they do in order to make one really happy and cherished.

THIS. is the very simplistic, common, boring, regular equation one would formulate for love.

Today i propose to you something extremely different.

Loving someone should be about the feelings and likings of their entire being. This whole being includes, being a total retard, terribly psychotic, irritatingly irritating, appallingly smelly, outrageously disgusting, uberly nerdish, mostly noobish, mean, enemy-ish, and brilliantly buay hiao bai-ish -the very ten reasons why someone out there loves me. If you think about it, its actually much more than anyone can give because the person has far looked beyond the qualities, and even looked beyond the weaknesses, to see that such characteristics can be enjoyed and loved.

For this, chewie, i thank you. <3

2007-04-17T01:09:00.001+08:00

thanks chewie for "the five people you meet in heaven" book!

rofl. aaron is teh happiest boy.

2007-04-15T23:15:00.000+08:00

LOL! when i got home today, i found a note scotch-taped on my computer screen. It said.
hahahah! was my sister who pasted it. cuz she had lent me her green crumpler for 2days since mine was washing.. so nuisance la she. -.-

2007-04-06T03:00:00.000+08:00

Was just talking about spiritual attacks recently with chewie.
And i felt that i had none so far, and wouldnt, but guess i was wrong.

One uber painfully infected throat + fever + flu + cough is enough 2 keep me nuaing in bed the whole day. not forgetting whining. alot.

But really thank God that he gave me strength 2 pull through this 18hour easter rehearsal.
now beliving that he'll heal me before tmr comes. really cannot afford to feel so sucky.

need much sleep now. (=

PUI GUIDE LOL

2007-04-04T04:28:00.000+08:00

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2007-04-03T04:17:00.000+08:00

2007-04-03T02:51:00.000+08:00

wtp! this is so nubcake. i only realised that the photos here had the stupid multiply logo when i used another comp to view my blog -.- WTP siaaa! need find new photo hosting site

LMAO1

2007-03-31T03:47:00.000+08:00

lol er

2007-03-14T01:11:00.000+08:00

lol er. sorry for being such a nubcake and like not updating @ all. but like, is there anyway blogger can bring itsself to be and not me bringing myself to blogger. its teh same concept as being able to bring a noob to water but not being able 2 make the nub drink.

i guess from now mayb ill post like small post. and can someone offer 2 change my blogskin pls? ill uh pay u 2doulers. (:

nowdays been eating soooo much, tons of indian food supper. MEE GORENG + MUTTON FTW!
rofl. shiokanathan.

watched jackass2, stomp teh yard, tons of prison break. in the movie mood now.. but spending too much cash. rofl. better stop taking those taxis.

ok tahts all fer nwo. cyall nubs.

2007-01-24T01:08:00.000+08:00

hay! today had a good talk with my bro rofl. went 2 hes room ask him why he didnt buy me shoes from msia! at first i tot he like didnt care bout me. but actually he couldnt find my size.. so i tried those shoes that he bought and WEEE! all fit roflolggnoreforhim
hhahahaa.but he was real nice. agreed to allow me 2 borrow hes shoes. i think ill just borrow la.. cuz usually when i say borrow hes stuff it becomes mine rofl. hes really generous never asks back or whatnot. even to hes friends, think he makes a fab bro. anyway! he also showed me hes new shirts that he bought from msia wah got LRG siall~ i see like damn gian rofl. will "koop" it sometime 2 wear hehehehe. den we joke and luff @ all the mudd style up in msia! (no hatin you msians here ok!) like they like 2 wear uber tappered. overly tappered for their own good if u asked me. with all that squeezing your body, not gonna do yall any good ya hear?! haha anyway had a good luff over some saudi jokes. eat spaghetti ROFLOL! lol! hahahaha rofl! sry ha. like inside jokelol! but some of u might have seen the clip b4 ha!

today someone called me and asked me for business proposal material. i tot it was theresa and like told her i would get back 2 her once i checked. loL! guess what. after i checked, i got back 2 theresa on msn. and lol! she wasnt the 1 that called me. i was like omgwtpbbq! rofl. so i asked xiao xian and chewie! rofl cuz once i mistook xianxian for theresa again. hm. why always mistake for theresa. mayb everyone sounds a lil like her rofl. anyway! in the end found out that it was meiping that called. lol. so silly of me. like chewie said: NERD!. well... i agree with her. truely.

2007-01-23T03:11:00.000+08:00

weeeheeehee! PHOTOS ARE UP! on mah multiply. check it!

2007-01-17T10:33:00.000+08:00

today i read my poem again.
and i realise. OMG?! have i been penetrating the market place with my dance??
no.
time to work hard. very hard. very very hard.

2007-01-08T02:50:00.000+08:00

ha! u might think that my blog is like teh uberest boringest blog ever lol! well.... u might just be RIGHT! heheheheheh LOL. okay! u must be wondering 1) why i don't update 2) why i suddenly decided to blog.
well! simple answers to both of those questions would be 1) too lazy 2) its 3am and i cant sleep ^^ fair nuff? hehe!
ok anyway like tons of stuff been going on in project o lately. lots of stumbling blocks, but i believe project o will take it like stepping stones instead so we'll all love each other even more ya! <3 <3 *poke *poke ^^

i believe i need a new blog skin, this 1 quite boring liaos.

oh yah won CAPL on sat! WAH was super happy la HAHA XD yays! get to play finals on feb 1st week. which is gonna be uber awesome cuz if we win we just might get sponsors for like free coms,mouse,mousepads,clothes,gaming equipment etc etc ^^

Speaking of which! all this free stuff and cash is gonna come in handy cuz ive got BF to fulfil and i foresee that this month is gonna be a pretty tough one with tite finances! but God will pull me thru (=

oh yah tons to blog about actually like major events, thailand, christmas, ryans wedding,teh RA show rofl(might/might not get into that) and like joining new clubs like L4L and D4L rofl. quite pathetic actually, but if u dont know what L4L and D4L means, its ok. cuz its ok. like ya. its relaly ok. ya.

k like u can see im TEH bored right now. what i need is an instant cure for my sorethroat so that i can be eating laksa at 3am in teh morning, a cure for my eye infection so that i can stop telling everyone that i AINT got eyeshadow on and i DONT put on make up either etc etc. rofl.

btw thanks theresa for zapple and coke @ cine (= was fab!

and i need to buy my sis another audition card. been bugging me real hard this time. t.t okay nites all (= <3

2006-12-17T04:52:00.000+08:00

wow! its been so long since i blogged rofl. i like totally 4gotten that i had a blog and had 2 update. lol! anyhow. its 5am and like im still packing my things for tmr. going 2 bangkok straight after service! weee. i know im gonna have so much fun! shopping and stuff. gonna buy clothes and uh shoes! like sb dunks. rofl. still contemplating whether 2 get presents for everyone.. hmmm.. see got money not. ^^

aiya! i keep thinking that ill 4get 2 bring sth there. t.t. ok t-shirts check!. pants. CHECK! boxers check!. toiletries check! ipod check! money check! lol. kk hope i dun 4get anything. cyall guys soon! looking 4ward to christmas weeheehee <3

2006-12-12T00:40:00.000+08:00

wee! its gonna be christmas soon! super excited la! im still bz mugging la, but soon its gonna be all over and its partay time! weeee. check out projo blog for some christmas songs i uploaded. just 2 get urself into the christmas mood!!!! XD CHEERS

omgbbq

2006-12-01T03:13:00.000+08:00

weeheehee! its 3.14 am and im reblogging cuz i pressed publish and nothing came up. ive spend like 30min blogging alr la. wtp. zz anyways! i had my 1st lost for the week in my dota match 2day. =( depression! depresion pe-ri-od! roflol actually no. hehehe

anyhow. this weeks highlight for many of us was the chocolate fondue @ ah nias place. wah! her place is UBER BIG. and when i say UBER i really mean UBER! its like u can walk up a flight of stairs.. and then go one big round and go up another flight of stairs.. its like. UBER BIG rofl. kk mayb u can't see the picture. but believe me when i say BIG. ^^

okay! so here are some picture :D

marshmellows! of all colours :D

yes. if i could eat this everyday mayb ill grow fat. hehehe

pokaa and pokee!

haha didn't take much pictures cuz ah nia was like busy snapping everything that she could find till her cam battery ran flat. rofl. after recharging, it ran flat again soon after.

hehe! this week we celebrated my lil sisters birthday! i bought her a game card for her which would entitled her much gold in the dance game she was playing, Auditions. It gave her 10k gold which allowed her to buy much clothing, accessories and so forth. she was sooo happy when i gave it to her that she jumped on me and gave me a big hug! i was like sooo uber happy after that la :D:D:D. k so for those who are looking to buy gifts for friends or family, its not how expensive or how valuable the gift is to you, but its more of how much the person you are giving to will like or want the gift. It determines how "good" the gift actually is. :D

some photos!

The little ones gleam in delight with a tinge of celebration in the air.

k! i love my mummy and my lil sis much.

rofl yeah thats a swensens ice cream cake! kk and i admit i ate like 4 slices of it! couldn't resist hahaha.

proud

2006-11-22T02:31:00.000+08:00

HEHEH! its 2.24am in the morning, im still wide awake with nescafe in my tummy. tmr brings the most dreaded day of the week, and yet after the day has past, its also the day i most look forward to. sch starts @ 9am, but theres no school on thursdays. which also means hardcore gaming thru teh nite. (=

i miss my guitar. its over at terence and like he doesnt wanna return me just yet! =(
i miss watching CSI although i just watched like 5 episodes yesterday. it was the last 5 episodes of season 4 csi miami =( gota download season 5 soon!
i miss going to secondary sch everyday. just to go there and play and chat with all my buddies. buddies that now ive lost contact with.
i miss rofling thru the nite on skype with friends like aug,marc,elv,mama,jacky, huat. prank calling people in india and making new friends with people from isreal.
i miss playing the Sega console with my younger brother thru the day- screaming and laughing at the characters on the screen as though they could hear us.
i miss breaking with my old crew during secondary sch days. chionging down to esplanade everyday not before buying our traditional chocolate coated croissant from breadtalk down at the citylink mall.
i miss scolding all my cadets during my scouting days. giving them lectures that was always inspired to help them to be a better person, to be able to contribute to society.
i miss days that come and go so fast that when u look back, you barely can remember wad u did during those days because they were packed with so much fun and laughter.
above all. i miss doing things that i really enjoy. the things that ill be so totally engrossed in that will leave such a impression that ill never forget the feeling.

its never wrong 2 have such moments or to live days like these. but having a balance of everythin is what i need in my life. to prioritise and to make things happen.

its time to grow up. to achieve things that i've never been able to reach before. to catch hold of my dreams and live them. to make my family proud. to make God proud.

" this is what we dreamt about, but the only question with me now, is do i make you proud."

2006-11-13T01:12:00.000+08:00

Beyond the limits one must set
pushing further than yourself can get
the thought of perfection one must aim
realising this dream will never be the same

the drive from passion will be obtained
to maneuver oneself to a drifferent plain
your focus the devil will attack
through this the marketplace I will affect

The inspiration:
Felt that my dancing must be stepped up a whole notch.

after watching the NRA concert, and seeing how good and sharp the dancers were. the better ones were truely performers, not just dancers. asked myself what was the difference between us and them, they had instructors, we had better, they had studios, we have the best ones, they have good music, we have like a whole library to select from. they had two hands and two legs like us, no disabilities. we even have God to help us! other than that, just like us, they have one body, one mind. i understood that the difference lied in the passion and discipline that they put themselves to. to push over their limits. if im not able to surpass them, im not gonna be able to be impactful.

Its time. its time to step it up.

2006-11-11T01:34:00.000+08:00

the title of this post is Disappointment Sets In.

just lost a game to some nubs playing dota. zzz. the teamwork was so bad la. bad stuns, no swap, no slows, 2v1 also lose. farm also cannot farm properly. backstab also cannot backstab properly. items also anyhow buy. -.- i guess cant expect much from substitutes.

sry im just ranting. just uber frustrated lAAA!.

hai. anyway dun mind my typing nonsense, u prolly wont understand wad i just said LOL.

OK! im logging of from Dota. and loggin in into Real Life. RL in short.

This past week has really been a learning season for me. from dancing to gaming to guitar to worship. i've learnt alot this past week. a learning week :D

ok im not so pissed alr lol.

anyway back 2 RL. learnt how 2 ask for corrections from others from dancing. learnt to play the song FIRST XD. and learnt quite abit from Andrea on how to worship lead better! wah her voice is like brilliant la.

anyhow. i love the project O people. schools been so stressful, with all the class politics, group problems etc etc etc. but just coming 2 o sch and like see yall siao siao 1 really lightens up my day :D <3 <3 <3

can't get the song First outa my head! (=

random pictures.

2006-11-03T00:48:00.000+08:00

heres cal! and her new hair
LOl. was trying some function on my phone and theresa was a willing victim :D
OK heres some random pictures anyhow! next time den i do nicely lol.
OMG! so i see! u wanna play rough is it! bbq man. this is gonna be an uber tedious task
OMG like how come the pictures appear on top instead on the bottom HM!

LOl omg! finally im able 2 upload images! not sure how its gonna turn out though. but lets hope for the best :D

GRR

2006-10-27T01:12:00.000+08:00

Dear Blogger.
Now i remember why i never could keep a blog for long. simply beccause you took TOO long to load,and at the present you still take that same amount of time or even longer to load. By the time ur ready for me to key entries into you, i've prolly lost all my inspiration on what to actually blog about. Instead of allowing me to post pretty pictures on you to add a lil decor to this dull page of yours, you never fail to disappoint by NEVER allowing me to upload my pictures quickly and with ease. BAH! at this point of time im already considering whether to move to another blog hosting site. but my laziness deters me. HENCE im writing you this ANGRY ANGRY letter to show my discontent and to expel all the angst inside of me.

blogger truely sucks. period.

2006-10-24T01:57:00.000+08:00

heh heh!
finally i've got a blog up and running. nothing intricate, this will do for now. (=

lol. had like a couple of blogs over the past 4 years. say 5? never could make myself update regularly, hence the repeated attempts to create a blog that i'll be satisfied with.

actually, its more of my BRAND NEW K8OOi WOOHOO! LOl thats my motivational factor than anything eles. cuz the lazy me would be able to do photo blogging. never heard of the term till recently. omg like im like so blog noobish. haha

ok i really gota tell myself not to blog briefly and succinctly anymore (= but try to keep it interesting lol. hehehe